:o

Just some pictures.

Alright i'm off to sleep.

Please check out my Grenade cover.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EUTOnLe90w

loser

I'm so Darn jealous and i'm not in a mood.

I feel like someone just paste a paper on my head that says

"Loser"

Damn.

I will always have your back.

Damn, If i was Jennifer, I would fucking laugh like crazy.

Have you?

Have you ever felt like your heart stops beating when you're with someone?

Have you ever felt so happy that you forget all about your trouble when you're with someone?

Have you ever felt like everything is going to be okay when you're with someone?

Have you ever felt that you know you're gonna be awesome together?

Have you ever felt it?

Holidays.

Well holidays are here but i dont feel excited about it.

N

"I know that you despise me.

but have you really asked

I know that you really hate me

but have you tried to like.

Every night i lay on my bed.

Thinking what if we were together.

One thing thats certain, i know we'll be rad."

A short lyrics about a girl.N

:/

Today has been an awesome day.

I got my new camera and my new condenser mic which i had wanted

like months ago.

All this, thanks to my mum .

I love you alot mummy.

Alright, im not in a mood.

I guess i'm not good enough for you

I'll be waiting.

N

Look into my eyes.

Tell me you love me.

Back.

Hey you guys out there. I know i've not been blogging but just that things around me has been crazy and i just dont have the feeling to blog. The reason why i am writing this post is because i think its time to start sharing my feelings.

Social life: My social life currently is bad and im serious. I dont really hangout outside. Just that recently i've been hanging out with this awesome bunch " Azfar, Syazwi, Shahridan, Fer, Roey etc"

Trust me, they are awesome and cool people. I think without them, i'll be sitting in my room with my ukelele and just smoke my cares away-that's really bad.

School: Damn, even the hearing the word 'school' gives me shivers. I almost got debarred and honestly i'm scared at the moment. I have been missing classes alot and i've not been doing my assignments. Shit, i know. I tried to really focus but i failed. I know you guys gonna say, ' hey hakim, you should go to school. Its important". Well, i wanna say, i know but you dont understand.

Love: What is love?. I just got out of a relationship with this girl who i really love and im not sure if im still over her. We've not been talking for like weeks now. Although we're done, the memories still lingers. I'm feel lonely now .

I dont know why but i just feel extra lonely. It feels like everything is going away from me and

im losing it. Please god, save me.

TIme

Iphone 4 -Lomo app(above)

Been pretty alright alone.

So far have been alright.

I think it is just a matter of time

before i am fine on my own.

Losing it

I am not being me.

I am keeping everything inside.

Remember the time i used to loved you?

I still do but you make it difficult for me.

All this lying and accusation.

I'm innocent.

It's over now i guess

I try so hard to forget about you

but your images just keeps haunting me

over & over again.

Everything that my eyes fall upon,

reminds me of you.

We did everything basically.

I just wanted to be loved.

Nothing more.

I don't need gifts nor surprises

i just need/needed you.

I swallowed every little/big things

you said to me.

I know that it's gonna pay-off.

Well, it did pay off but i was different.

My thinking started going haywire.

I couldn't think about anything anymore

i couldn't fight for innocence anymore

that is why i surrendered to every little thing.

You may think i am an asshole

You may think that i am stupid

You may think that i am a Son of a B****

but i know deep down in me that

i am not and that i always love you.

Seeing you doing all those stuffs and going

to all those places made me more worried.

Maybe i am not use to it because we

were so close to each other.

We share thoughts with each other.

We cried with each other.

We gave hugs to each other.

I know you're moving on with someone better

than me. Truth is, i don't wanna see you move on.

I want you here.

Right by my side.

We're not done catching stones yet.

I am done with my past life.

I'm new and i am not gonna repeat

the same mistake.

I'm losing it.

I love you. W

Bangs

Well yeah!

I finally gathered my courage and went to cut my fringe

Well i'm starting to like it though.

A new look for me i guess.

No need to keep doing my hair.

Just shake my head and it do the trick.

Baby

This is what i wrote in 5 mins.
I let my feelings flow through my words.

I will Always still love you.

The sky is my limit
The moon is my aim
sometimes i'm timid
maybe i'm just the same.

It's easy to say
but it's hard to do
do what you may
but i'm staying true.

Lying isn't the cause
Trust is what matters
Never hide your flaws
cause it ain't getting better

Maybe you're right
that i am just an ass
let's stop the fight
and just let it pass

It ain't hard
neither it's easy
just play your card
and let's move briskly.

Remember what you need
forget what you want
i'll hope we'll succeed
and not feel daunt.

I know i'm singing
with a guitar in my hand
but i'm just expressing
for a girl that was grand

Strange

You think this ain't cool?

Well yeah the picture is really cool indeed but have you ever

wondered the person taking this picture, what was he/doing?

That's up for you to decide.

This picture got me laughing my ass off!

If that is photoshop, then it is well done

but what if that is like a real picture?

HAHA!

Man Boobs?!

World's Largest Man Boobs

Mr. Guo Qingpo, a 53-year-old from Dezhou, Shandong province in China, first began to grow man breasts, or "moobs," 10 years ago. At the beginning, Guo believed he was simply putting on weight as he got older; however, over the next few years, his breasts began to grow extremely quickly, while other parts of his body remained the same

Really cool stuffs.

DID IT HURT (NEVERSHOUTNEVER)

(A Cover by Me)

Http://www.youtube.com/user/runawaykim.

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What, Why, When, Where

Warning!- Don't read this post.

What have i became?

What have i learned?

What do i get from all this?

What is wrong with me?

What is going to happen?

Why is this happening?

Why am i an idiot?

Why am i an ass?

Why am i so boring?

Why am i not rich?

Why am i living with my dad only?

Why can't i just get out of this hellhole?

Why must i be 18 to drive in Singapore?

Why am i a loser?

Why am i so freaking afraid to say my thoughts?

Why am i so conserved with myself?

When was the time i said i love you?

When was the time you TELL me you love me?

When was everything so perfect for us?

When is this argument going to end?

When am i going to be a Fucking man?

When can i see you?

When can i get a call from you?

When can i see you?

When can i get a hug/kiss ?

Where did we went ?

Where are we now?

Where are the words you told me ?

Where are my brains?

Where is everything

I don't know why i am posting this.

Why

Once you start asking questions, innocence is gone

-Mary Astor.

I done nothing. Really

Losing weight

So hey guys.

First and foremost, thank you to all you people who have been

calling mefat. Well i guess it is time for me to shed

those fats because i am sick of being

called fat. My girlfriend especially-she's been killing me.

Well i just came back from a 4 km run

and man it feels great finally

being able to run and sweat it out.

Think i loss some weight.

I wanna turn from this

(below)

To this

(below)

Although it is gonna take a while, It is gonna be worth it cause my girlfriend

will have one less thing to say about me.

Peace and stay healthy fellow readers.

Thinking spot.

PS: Drop a comment on the tagboard telling me what you guys think

about bulimia.

Iphone 4

Hey there again.

So, my girlfriend is going to get her Iphone 4 tomorrow and

i am really happy for her because she has been really excited about

it's release. Me on the other hand is going to get it probably not so soon.

Damn.

Movie Review- Phua Chu Kang The Movie.

The movie is not that awesome nor it was that bad.

The way they make Gurmit Singh playing different roles

was awesome. There weren't much effects used but the music

and sound effects played in the movie suits every scene.

Rating: 3.5 / 5

Manchester Match Tonight.

Relationship Quiz

1st Question:

While walking along a path you notice a rose tree in the distance. There is a single rose, yet it is not like any rose you have ever seen before. It is the most beautiful rose you have ever seen! What do you do?

Answer:

I will approach the rose and take a look at it and just take a picture of it. I want the rose to blossom

more so I will just leave it.

2nd Question:

You climb upon a hill and can see a deep green valley below. A beautiful horse catches your eye. You are awestruck, and for some reason you can't take your attention away from it. Why? Describe the horse.

Answer:

The horse will be a white horse which is elegant, soft and gentle.

3rd Question:

All of a sudden you are in a totally different place, totally different from where you were before. Where are you?

Answer:

In Europe, the busy streets. People around me are dress smartly and nicely.

4th Question:

As you ponder your new surroundings, someone taps you on the shoulder. You turn around and it's someone you know. Who is it?

Answer:

My girlfriend appears.

5th Question:

You are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path which takes you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is curvy and full of wonderful sights on the way, but takes quite a while to reach your loved one's house.

Answer:

I will take the curvy and full of wonderful sights because it is more interesting.

6th Question:

On the way, you see two rose bushes. One is full of white roses. One is full of red roses. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boyfriend/girlfriend.

What color combination do you choose?

(Any combination including all one color is fine.)

Answer:

10 red roses and 10 white roses.

7th Question:

You finally get to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house. You ring the bell and the maid answers. You can ask the maid to please get your loved one, or you may go get them yourself.

Which action do you take? Ask the maid or do it yourself?

Answer:

I will ask the maid to call her for me out of respect but if I could, I will get her myself.

8th Question:

Now, you go up to your girlfriend/boyfriends room. No one is there. You can leave the roses by the window sill, or on the bed.

Where do you put the roses? Bed or window?

Answer:

I will put 5 red roses and white on the bed and the other 5 at the window. Spread it out.

9th Question:

Later, its time for bed. You and your loved one go to sleep, in separate rooms. You wake up in the morning, and go to your boyfriend/girlfriend's room to check up on him/her. You enter the room:

Is he/she awake or sleeping?

Answer:

When I enter the room, she is fast asleep still. Cuddling on her bed.

10th Question:

It's time to go home now, and you start to head back. You can take either road home now: The plain, boring one that gets you home fast; or the curvy, sight-filled road that you can just casually take your time with.

Which road do you choose? Short or long?

Answer:

Going home now, I will still take the long one. Take a second look at the surroundings :D

THE END

GO SEE FOR YOURSELF HERE.

Songs and Manchester United

Hey there fellow readers.
Well i am over at my girl's place and we been playing
the guessing song game where one of us will play a song
and the other one will have to guess. From the outcome of it,
i suck at it and my girl is awesome at guessing songs.

Anyway, to all Manchester United supporters, let's win
all the trophy we can get this season.

A New Chapter In LIfe

I know I haven't been updating my blog and I guess it is time for me to get it all pump up again.

Well today has been a really meaningful afternoon for me although I woke up

at 5pm. My girlfriend taught me something which I think it's quite true

and I can't say anything but to agree to it.

"When you tidy up everything in your life,

like your house.. everything, it means you are ready to move on from

which ever you're stressed at and tidy your mind and life up."

That was what she said and it struck me on why I have been

really cranky about almost everything.

My email has like 14000+ messages, my room is in a mess, everything

is like in a mess and sometimes I just don't even bother about it.

So I got my ass off and cleared every single little thing that is in a mess and

to be honest, I do feel more relax.

I just wanna say these few words to my girlfriend.

"You've change me from the very beginning that we argued. You're not like

what I think you are. There is this different side of you that I did not see

from the start but soon, I get to notice it. All those tears I shed, it was worth

it and I am grateful I stumble upon you. "

PS: This is not just any words.

Love is a Gift. Love is wonderful. Love is not a word that you can throw around or even get easily. It's the word and a feeling which is so amazingly pure great. For some,may think Love hurts and feels not good. But Hey! if you really believe and handle it really well,i assure you its the feeling that you don't wanna let go. From my point of view,I've learned that Love is the thing you need always and forever. Love can truly changed your life better. Love can make you accomplished anything in the world.You can do anything in your life. Any fucking thing. As long as you believe in it. It makes you feel confident,great,motivated,secured,lovable and desire.

I am living life happily now with the one i love
and i am grateful for that.

Why must you react this way?
why?
You should know what i don't like
but still
why?

i love my girlfriend alot.

Went out with Amerie.
We watched 'The Bounty Hunter" and
it was awesome.A great movie. Go check it out.
.
After the movie, we went to henderson wave and it
was awesome. The view is breathtaking and it is a great place
to chill and just keep your heads off everything.
.
A great day.
Love you amerie.

I really wanna change.
I wanna throw my past away and start anew
I am really sorry to those people
that i have made them mad
and holding grudges on me.
I know, i'm a fool.

People make mistakes and i now realise my mistakes
i am really really sorrry.
I just wanna live my life with this person and i don't
want anything to happen to it.
I am scared and i am sorry again.

I am really honest in this post.
please.

THIS IS LOVE.
REAL LOVE