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Hey you guys out there. I know i've not been blogging but just that things around me has been crazy and i just dont have the feeling to blog. The reason why i am writing this post is because i think its time to start sharing my feelings.

Social life: My social life currently is bad and im serious. I dont really hangout outside. Just that recently i've been hanging out with this awesome bunch " Azfar, Syazwi, Shahridan, Fer, Roey etc"

Trust me, they are awesome and cool people. I think without them, i'll be sitting in my room with my ukelele and just smoke my cares away-that's really bad.

School: Damn, even the hearing the word 'school' gives me shivers. I almost got debarred and honestly i'm scared at the moment. I have been missing classes alot and i've not been doing my assignments. Shit, i know. I tried to really focus but i failed. I know you guys gonna say, ' hey hakim, you should go to school. Its important". Well, i wanna say, i know but you dont understand.

Love: What is love?. I just got out of a relationship with this girl who i really love and im not sure if im still over her. We've not been talking for like weeks now. Although we're done, the memories still lingers. I'm feel lonely now .

I dont know why but i just feel extra lonely. It feels like everything is going away from me and

im losing it. Please god, save me.