:o

Just some pictures.

Alright i'm off to sleep.

Please check out my Grenade cover.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EUTOnLe90w

loser

I'm so Darn jealous and i'm not in a mood.

I feel like someone just paste a paper on my head that says

"Loser"

Damn.

I will always have your back.

Damn, If i was Jennifer, I would fucking laugh like crazy.

Have you?

Have you ever felt like your heart stops beating when you're with someone?

Have you ever felt so happy that you forget all about your trouble when you're with someone?

Have you ever felt like everything is going to be okay when you're with someone?

Have you ever felt that you know you're gonna be awesome together?

Have you ever felt it?

Holidays.

Well holidays are here but i dont feel excited about it.

N

"I know that you despise me.

but have you really asked

I know that you really hate me

but have you tried to like.

Every night i lay on my bed.

Thinking what if we were together.

One thing thats certain, i know we'll be rad."

A short lyrics about a girl.N

:/

Today has been an awesome day.

I got my new camera and my new condenser mic which i had wanted

like months ago.

All this, thanks to my mum .

I love you alot mummy.

Alright, im not in a mood.

I guess i'm not good enough for you

I'll be waiting.

N

Look into my eyes.

Tell me you love me.

Back.

Hey you guys out there. I know i've not been blogging but just that things around me has been crazy and i just dont have the feeling to blog. The reason why i am writing this post is because i think its time to start sharing my feelings.

Social life: My social life currently is bad and im serious. I dont really hangout outside. Just that recently i've been hanging out with this awesome bunch " Azfar, Syazwi, Shahridan, Fer, Roey etc"

Trust me, they are awesome and cool people. I think without them, i'll be sitting in my room with my ukelele and just smoke my cares away-that's really bad.

School: Damn, even the hearing the word 'school' gives me shivers. I almost got debarred and honestly i'm scared at the moment. I have been missing classes alot and i've not been doing my assignments. Shit, i know. I tried to really focus but i failed. I know you guys gonna say, ' hey hakim, you should go to school. Its important". Well, i wanna say, i know but you dont understand.

Love: What is love?. I just got out of a relationship with this girl who i really love and im not sure if im still over her. We've not been talking for like weeks now. Although we're done, the memories still lingers. I'm feel lonely now .

I dont know why but i just feel extra lonely. It feels like everything is going away from me and

im losing it. Please god, save me.