Friday, September 24, 2010

TIme

Iphone 4 -Lomo app(above)

Been pretty alright alone.
So far have been alright.
I think it is just a matter of time
before i am fine on my own.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Losing it

I am not being me.
I am keeping everything inside.
Remember the time i used to loved you?
I still do but you make it difficult for me.
All this lying and accusation.
I'm innocent.

It's over now i guess
I try so hard to forget about you
but your images just keeps haunting me
over & over again.
Everything that my eyes fall upon,
reminds me of you.
We did everything basically.

I just wanted to be loved.
Nothing more.
I don't need gifts nor surprises
i just need/needed you.

I swallowed every little/big things
you said to me.
I know that it's gonna pay-off.
Well, it did pay off but i was different.
My thinking started going haywire.
I couldn't think about anything anymore
i couldn't fight for innocence anymore
that is why i surrendered to every little thing.

You may think i am an asshole
You may think that i am stupid
You may think that i am a Son of a B****
but i know deep down in me that
i am not and that i always love you.

Seeing you doing all those stuffs and going
to all those places made me more worried.
Maybe i am not use to it because we
were so close to each other.
We share thoughts with each other.
We cried with each other.
We gave hugs to each other.

I know you're moving on with someone better
than me. Truth is, i don't wanna see you move on.
I want you here.
Right by my side.
We're not done catching stones yet.

I am done with my past life.
I'm new and i am not gonna repeat
the same mistake.

I'm losing it.

I love you. W


Thursday, September 16, 2010

Bangs



Well yeah!
I finally gathered my courage and went to cut my fringe
Well i'm starting to like it though.
A new look for me i guess.
No need to keep doing my hair.
Just shake my head and it do the trick.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Baby

This is what i wrote in 5 mins.
I let my feelings flow through my words.

I will Always still love you.

The sky is my limit
The moon is my aim
sometimes i'm timid
maybe i'm just the same.

It's easy to say
but it's hard to do
do what you may
but i'm staying true.

Lying isn't the cause
Trust is what matters
Never hide your flaws
cause it ain't getting better

Maybe you're right
that i am just an ass
let's stop the fight
and just let it pass

It ain't hard
neither it's easy
just play your card
and let's move briskly.

Remember what you need
forget what you want
i'll hope we'll succeed
and not feel daunt.

I know i'm singing
with a guitar in my hand
but i'm just expressing
for a girl that was grand